I am struggling with my writing!

UGH!

I have been writing a fanfic for quite some time but I haven't finished it until now because I have been struggling, shameful though it is to admit.

Words don't come as easily as before and the correct terms often escape me while writing this fanfic. So I really need to practice, practice, practice!

I also need to get back to reading and talking/conversing in English. My book forum is composed of members from different parts of the world so I always speak in English and English came easily then because of practice.

Lately though, I spent more time in PEx talking in Tagalog and chatting with my fellow Filipino Kimerald BAOs so my Tagalog has been sharpened.

I've noticed now that I've had an easier time thinking and speaking in Tagalog, when before I had a very hard time. It's quite good actually, I even think that is very great that my Tagalog has greatly improved. LOL!

However, I don't want to struggle with my English also. So I need to shift my 'thinking' mode to English again. :D